Tuesday, February 5, 2013

Happy Forever After...

Can I just say, I am so excited to spend the rest of my life with you and I can't wait!

I look forward to waking up in your arms every single morning for the rest of my life - waking up to the best thing that ever happened to me. That warm hug that makes you never want to get out of bed, that kiss to wake you up and tell you just how wonderful it is to open my eyes next to you.

I can imagine all those days at work, away from you and how thinking about you once in a while will make the day so much easier and how knowing I am coming home to you in a few can simply make the day go faster.

So excited for countless lazy Sunday mornings where only sleeping in, pancakes and football matters. Just the mere thought of having someone watch all those awesome hoops, baseball and football games thrill me no end. We don't necessarily have to be on the same team - just having someone share my love for sports certainly makes me feel like i'm the luckiest girl alive.

I long for summers where we can be beach bums and little silly fishies just playing out in the water. Walks in the beach, watching the perfect sunrise and sunset is so much more fun with you around.

I am excited to spend long cold winter seasons with you knowing it is a perfect excuse to have you keep me warm and make me feel safe in your strong, loving arms.

Now I know I don't have to spend holidays alone. Oh how wonderful it is to know that finally, there is someone to kiss on New Year's Eve. Someone to share a corny, overpriced dinner on Valentine's Day instead of going to an I Hate Vday party which is more often than not, too bleak and dark. Finally there is someone to hold hands with when I go to church on Easter and not get jealous of friends sleeping in with their significant others on all those other silly holidays. Now there's a reason to cook for that one special man on Thanksgiving other than my crazy silly friends and finally, someone to kiss beneath my perfect misletoe during Christmas. 

Just the thought of having to rsvp for special events with a plus one is so exciting! Now I don't have to be the third wheel on trips with friends to ultra romantic places like Maui, cruises or feeling like a chaperone when going to the movies, bars or restaurants with a big group.

I am so excited to plan the next 20, 30 or heck maybe 40 or more years of my life with you...mapping out where we want to be when we are not too busy with work. Santorini, an exotic, hidden island somewhere, discovering new routes where we can go four wheel driving in the snow or maybe even a trip out to the moon or Mars - I really dont care for as long as I am with you.

Now there's a hand to hold during days when the universe isn't working, a listening ear with an open heart during times when I am hurt, and a smiling face who genuinely feels happy for me when things are perfectly in place.

I can't explain how excited I am to finally have someone lay beside me at night and not have to worry if the house alarm is set because I know someone is right there - just there- to hold and protect me through the night.

I can go on and on and on about the many wonderful adventures I so look forward to sharing with you and really, I am so excited and I so can't wait!

So... until then, I will keep on living day by day with hope, faith and trust in my heart that one day, someday... you will soon find me so we can start to begin living our little fairytale forever after. =)